Howdy, guys! Oh wow, life has been a real roller-coaster since my last post. Or actually it was a roller-coaster already before my last post. And my poor little head has been tightly filling with all sorts of thoughts which are slowly spilling over and squeezing out of my ears, eyes, mouth (figuratively speaking, of course). Sounds odd, or quite the contrary, familiar? Well, in one way or another, welcome to my recent overthinking state of mind!
But at least I completely realize that when I'm overthinking my mind is going round and round in an oppressive loop instead of holding its spirit high, confronting the existing tribulations and victoriously moving forward. By all means I know I must win back my peace of mind and do it now, not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow. But the big question is: how exactly should I do it? Will I succeed? When will I succeed? That's already three questions but I'm sure you get the big picture and sense my teeny "crisis" here. And to tell you the truth writing those points down has already helped a little.
So, on October 11 our household (or should I say CARhold?) got another new member - a blue estate Saab 9-3. And now I own two 9-3-s and am perplexed. I know I should sell the oldie but after those 6.5 years spent together my heart just breaks when I even think about it. Every machine has its pros and cons and maybe I'm a weirdo but the pure thought of letting go makes me melancholic and clingy. And yes, I do know I'm talking about cars, those metal creatures, and probably not many of you understand me but that's the truth and nothing but the truth.
8 years between those two cars make them both unique and I've got a feeling it's going to be one tough decision to let go and come to terms with the present... or not to let go at all. We shall see. But right now see this old blog post from August 18, 2012 because it's the exact same location near Järvakandi and it contains my soon 15-year-old loyal sidekick.
Anyway, now on a completely different, fashion related note. Sometime in September contacted me the well-known Sheinside online store and they kindly offered me an item from their ineffably vast selection. I shortly thought - why not?, then spent several days on frantically choosing the one, finally realized I simply needed a more or less warm autumn coat and then picked the black one you can spot in today's photos. If you're interested in seeing it through their homepage click here. And I confess I've been wearing that thing ever since I got my curious hands on it. It copes with lightsome minus degrees, is cosy and looks pretty rad - overall a great success!
All in all I hope you enjoy those sunny autumn shots and also bear with my whining. And I admit - writing those messy thoughts down and "digesting" it a little has already helped me to see it all way more clearly. Each and every problem has some kind of solution and I'm already working on finding mine. Oh and what a contradiction that exactly today's vivid photos are accompanied by such complaintive musings. Anyway, see you in the next post, guys!
ps. I took the last two photographs on September 27 but everything else derives from October 11 when we were heading back home from Tallinn through Järvakandi where we visited E's grandparents. Our sudden surprise visit made them oh so happy :)
Emporio Armani sunnies | Guess scarf | Sheinside coat (link) | thrifted Scotch Shrunk shirt from little boys' section | thrifted Diesel belt | Fornarina pants | Chillin accessories boots | Matthew Williamson for Lindex braided bracelet | thrifted golden hearts bracelet | Oriflame earrings.